
I wish I cared enough to be sensitive.
I wish the beauty i see in the little things escaped from my mouth in a way that i could explain. Does that make sense?? Not really.
I wish the world would slow down and take a breath. Keep honor and integrity and that life wouldn’t be so hectic.
I wish people still found time to be charming.
I wish people would refuse to let you down.
I wish I could look up on a summer day and see snow flakes falling down.
I wish I didn’t have to try so hard to show emotion outwardly.
I wish you could see the crazy things I do and say when it’s just me and my parents. Actually….on second thought, that might not be a good idea. haha.
I wish candles never burned out.
I wish my mother would let me own a ferret.
I wish back rubs and foot rubs were just automatic whenever you lay down.
I wish I could play guitar and have fake nails at once…
I wish he and I had never met.
I wish he and I would meet.
I wish her and I lived closer to each other.
I wish we all could just learn how to keep our two cents to ourselves a little better.
I think i wish i had kids. On that one I’m still not sure…
I wish I had friends to make dumb videos with, with little dialog and entirely made up of bloopers.
I wish girls didn’t give us girls such a bad rap.
I wish the beach and humidity weren’t connected.
I wish it was Christmas time in New York about a hundred years earlier.

My new tattoo!! {It’s on my ribcage-ish} Romans 10:13 whosoever shall call on the name of the lord shall be saved; in cops radio calls, 10-13 means “officer in need of assistance.” :))
Mulan. Brings back all kind of memories and emotions!! I ♥ Disney:)
(Source: graphic-exchange.com, via architectureblog)

(via likeneelyohara)
So pregnancy isn’t anywhere in my near future, BUT, i found some of the cutest clothes on etsy.com!!! Some of them are a little…out there, but there are some shirts and dresses that make me want to be pregnant so i can wear them! lol 
I realized tonight how much of a hermit I have become, and how rusty my social and relational skills have dropped in the past few months. I don’t like this, i feel really off and stressed and just like….UGH. I choose to believer that I’m where God wants me, and that he has a plan, that’s really the only thing that keeps me from going crazy. Because I know if I tried to work things out on my own and MAKE something happen, then I would be unhappy and things would only be worse. So Idk, for some reason I just want to cry. But nothing really is wrong?
This is part of a song I’m writing, called ‘old Guitars’ :))