I realized tonight how much of a hermit I have become, and how rusty my social and relational skills have dropped in the past few months. I don’t like this, i feel really off and stressed and just like….UGH. I choose to believer that I’m where God wants me, and that he has a plan, that’s really the only thing that keeps me from going crazy. Because I know if I tried to work things out on my own and MAKE something happen, then I would be unhappy and things would only be worse. So Idk, for some reason I just want to cry. But nothing really is wrong?